This haze is just too crazy, I can barely see anything.
Everything’s all fuzzy and I honestly have no idea what to do.
The air is totally choaking, like everyone around me is smoking or something, so it feels like I’m stuck in a giant ashtray.
Breathing is tough, and sometimes I even worry that all this might mess up my eyesight one day.
In the centre, where silence falls,
Where choices split and hearts are worn.
To be in the middle, neither here nor there,
Surrounded by judgement, thick in the air.
Right or wrong, truth or lie,
Dreams and reality quietly vie.
Sides are chosen, lines are drawn,
Conscious or not, the dance goes on.
And standing still while worlds collide,
It’s always so hard, with nowhere to hide.
Please understand, I’m really trying to understand here.
Please understand that sometimes I honestly don’t get it.
I mean, everyone has their own point of view, right?
But then, why they want me to just get where they’re coming from. I’m lost.
What exactly are they asking for?
What’s their point?
I wish I knew.
Do I always have to be the one who gets what everyone is saying?
I wish someone would try to get where I’m coming from too.
Please understand, I need someone to understand me for a change.
Yeah, whatever.
I guess I’ll just have to do it, whether I want to or not.
Even if it’s not easy, I’ll try.
I’ve always loved Dunkin’ Donuts. Who doesn’t?
Their jelly donuts are delicious, and there’s nothing like taking a big bite of a sugar-powdered donut bursting with jelly in the center; it’s simply amazing.
Yesterday, Sun brought home donuts for tea time and surprised me with his selections.
I wondered if he chose something I would like.
Opening the box of six, it seems he picked all my favorites: 2 raspberry, 2 strawberry, and 2 double chocolate donuts.
Since we were still full from lunch, we thought, why not chill out with a movie first?
But halfway through, I couldn’t resist any longer and dove into the double chocolate donut.
It was so good and seriously chocolatey!
About an hour later, Sun tempted me with the remaining donuts, so we tried the strawberry-filled ones.
They certainly didn’t disappoint; they were packed with plenty of strawberry filling.
I always save the best for last; it’s my thing.
So, I finally grabbed the raspberry-filled donut, excited for that sweet berry goodness.
But as I bite closer to the middle, the filling turned out to be this milky white surprise.
The taste started screaming banana instead of raspberry!
Was I secretly handed a banana donut or what?
Honestly, I’m super disappointed.
What went wrong here?
Sure, the jam spot looked all reddish and promising, but inside it was ALL banana flavor, not even a hint of raspberry mixing it up.
Just straight-up banana.
Makes me think maybe someone tried to play donut dress-up: take leftover banana donuts, splash some raspberry jam on top, and voilà—fake raspberry donuts.
Big sigh… I just want my real raspberry donuts back!
Sometimes, life just feels like you’re stuck on repeat.
Almost like a photostat machine spitting out the same page over and over.
Life can get pretty dull and boring when nothing new ever happens.
But hey, it’s worth shaking things up!
Maybe it’s time to start a new chapter and try out something different.
Go look for fresh experiences and never know what I’ll find.
Lately, I’ve had a ton on my mind and things are changing left and right.
Honestly, it’s just tiring and I’m not a fan of change.
I prefer sticking to what I know, and I’m pretty sceptical if things will actually get better with changes.
I hardly ever see anyone do a complete turnaround in real life—it’s more of a movie thing.
Most changes just end up being empty promises or talk, you know?
People stall, then everyone forgets about it.
It’s tough to talk about this stuff because I don’t think anyone really gets why I’m not into change.
And whenever I try, it feels like I’m clashing with their opinions, even though they’re pushing back too.
Life just seems kind of one-sided: they always think they’re totally right, but I have my own take on things.
Maybe we’ll never really agree.
This phrase is so true: Nobody really knows what’s going to happen in the future.
For those who stepped on me, just remember that all actions have a price to pay.
Ever since people watched Forrest Gump, that famous line has stuck with them—life really is like a box of chocolates.
Today, I checked my emails and found a message from a friend; it was truly meaningful and offered me an entirely new perspective on life.
In the end, it’s actually not that bad.
Time flies—suddenly it’s June and we’re halfway through the year.
Everything seems to rush by so quickly.
It seems like I just blink and suddenly I’m older… sigh.
Lately, I’ve been feeling more emotional.
Perhaps it’s something that comes with age and life’s challenges.
I take three deep breaths and repeat to myself, “Everything’s going to be okay… everything’s going to be okay… everything’s going to be okay.”
Yeah… everything will be fine.
Will it really? I’m not sure. I still have my doubts.
But that’s what I always tell myself to keep myself going.
No one knows for sure.
No one can predict what lies ahead or if things will turn out well; the future remains a mystery.