Today is 20.05.2005.
What a nice date to remember
Best is when its FRIDAY.
And a long weekend too!
I always wonder how come I don’t dream that much. And when I do… it’s never any sweet dreams. It’s always those freaky ones. Scary and somehow weird. I mean… people asked me what I dream of.. and most of the time I don’t dream. I think I am odd one out.. so yeah… I am to find out what are dreams.Â
“Dreams are a communication of body, mind and spirit in a symbolic communicative environmental state of being. Different states of consciousness (like awake, asleep, alert, drowsy, excited, bored, concentrating or daydreaming) cause different brain wave activity. Our conscious mind, or the part we think with, our “window” into life, only takes up a very small portion of our brain activity. (some say this is only 10%) Other areas control things like breathing, heartbeat, converting light to vision, sound to hearing, balance when we walk, etc. etc. This too has it’s own percentage (small). Another area controls imagination. This area is widely an undiscovered frontier. Imagination is more then dreaming of a new car or picturing someone with their cloths off! When you look at clouds and see shapes, or wood grain and see images, this is the “order from chaos” part of your imagination. The mind cannot deal with chaos very well, in fact it will resist it and sometimes manufacture order. (very important to the dreaming process.)This too occupies a small percentage of brian activity. Then there is memory. Memory is vast! And I believe it occupies more of the brains resources then most people believe.” – source from http://www.sleeps.com
Hahaha… wow… there is even this dream analysis… Dunno how far true.. but well… I always dream of death…. but according to the section it means changes. You guys should check it out the Dream Analysis!
My colleague, Keat was tempting me reviews and photos of the new Perodua car, MyVi.
Looks so small, cute and so me !
I think it suited my character a lot.
But what colour should I pick ?
I am still undecided.
Black or orange?
More MyVi pictures at: http://paultan.org/archives/2005/05/19/perodua-myvi-colours-the-myvi-rainbow-p/
I am still looking around, but it seems this cutie costs around RM45K to RM48K.
Why is it so expensive?
Sigh… poor people like me will have to work like there is no tomorrow for this.
Ok. Looks like it is time to work harder to ensure I can own my little dream car .
Lets get back to work.
Work and work harder!
Well…. there has been lots of thing going on. Work work… more work…. more colleague leaving previous place, which also means more party… ermmmmm well.. sooner or later no more party~ Ermmm… lets see… hemmmm I have been like so tired lately… I dunno mentally and physically exhausted. The work I am doing now is like sucking and draining my energy out.
Dad has been constantly calling me and ask me to change my job again~.. yeah… he has been into this mood again. It’s kinda fustrating when they don’t understand what I like and why I’m doing it. That’s coz I am myself. I like to do things that I like…. No point doing something that I dislike, struggle, complain and endlessly complain. Well…. like the chinese saying says “Hek tak fu jung fu, fong wai yan seong yan”. sigh! -.-“
Forget and forgive, it has been a trending topic in the past few weeks.
Why? Because according to news, Japan is trying to to rewrite it’s World War II history.
And of course it did not sit well with the public, especially from affected countries.
It causes quite a heated and heavy discussion especially on local TV and radio stations.
And many commented negatively on their actions and asked them to publicly apologize for such act.
In which many try to preach for “Forget and Forgive” approach, but I really wonder if people really can forget and forgive.
Speaking for myself, I may forgive someone but I may not be able to forget.
In this case, I think it would be easier said than done.
Those who probably could forget and forgive probably are not related, was not from that time, have not suffered from the incident.
Probably weren’t born in that era – have not lived in fear, pain, hunger, probably tortured.
If every thing can be easily forgotten, there probably wouldn’t be any history, no innovations and milestones.
And really, not everything can be forgotten.
Yesterday was a long day, or should I say today?
I don’t know. Seems I have lost track of time.
I really am not in the mood, probably cause I didn’t get to sleep the whole night.
Maybe cause it was the rain – it keeps raining and sudden stop, and keeps on raining again.
Now I feel tired mentally, brain dead to be exact.
I can’t sleep, I can’t smile, I can’t laugh.
Staying awake looking at playground opposite my house, and it was dark.
It has been a while, 7 months maybe?
I suddenly felt like just walking down to the playground. Sit on the swing and feel the wind.
How long have I been standing here, still looking at the same playground and the swing?
It’s really quite tonight. I can only hear my breathing sound, and I can feel and hear the rain again.
Can I just fall asleep now?
I’m really tired, or maybe not.
Hopefully by watching something funny will make me laugh so hard, help me feel tired.
Seems it is not working, I didn’t smile a bit, my eyes weren’t closing.
And surprisingly, it rained again.
Hate it when it rains so much.
Stop, rain rain go away ☔.
Tomorrow will be a new day 🌞 .
I remember when I first started to work, I used to get so excited over Fridays.
What could be a better week day than Friday.
It’s the end of the week, and when weekend party starts to kick in.
2 full nights full of eat, party, sleep and repeat eat , party, sleep.
But as I grew older, the thoughts seems to be the other way around.
Now, I am not too sure if I still like Fridays as I used to.
Most probably is because Friday is now officially an overtime “OT day”.
Work never ends on Friday, because everyone want to get things done before the weekend.
Some may think they are more kind and have more empathy, when they say first thing on a Monday morning.
Which is funny, cause they counted weekends as working days as well.
They probably have forgotten, like them we rest on weekends.
Anyway, need to take a break from bad energy.
Let’s create something to calm the mind.
💭 What are dreams?
💭 What makes someone dream?
💭 What are dreams made of?
These are some of the questions that runs through my mind , since I don’t really dream when I sleep.
When I do, the dreams that I have is really nothing nice. In fact, nothing that I recall of that was good that ever happened in the dream.
Always envy those who share about their amazing and beautiful dream.
I wish it was somewhat more magical and mystical 🔮.
Probably something that looks like this.
Brain fried – when you are too tired to think.
The worst part is when there is no electricity ⚡, no Internet connection which causes work to pile up.
And it’s really not funny, when we have to travel all the way to 1Utama just to get connected and work.
Pray and hope everything will be fine tomorrow as I really hate travelling up and down just to get connected .
Hello blog world 🌎!
THE GOOD NEWS! 😜
I finally got a blog after much encouragement from Stella.
My very first post on a busy week.
THE BAD NEWS 😪
We will be working in the dark again .
The frequent power failure is really not funny.
Lets hope it’s not going to happen again today.
Time to finish up work and have a good rest.
Another battle to fight tomorrow!
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