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Okay… I am killing two birds with one stone. Firstly… here is a sneak peak pic of me from Kuantan 🙂 Yes… the beach… the colourful flag. Ah… well… I did break free a little… Enjoy weekends with winds going through my hair.. sand between my toes… great seafood feast… everything is just perfect.. er… okay almost perfect except the fact that is was sorta cloudy and it rained most of the time… so I didn’t exectly get to tan myself. Now… I would really thank everyone who sends me SMS, online or offline messages, emails, phone calls, presents, flowers, dinner/lunch treats and the comments wishes for my birthday. Really am grateful and happy 🙂 Yes, I really am very happy and flattered! Well… got a few surprises here and there. Yes, once again.. thank you all very very very very much (you all know who you are :).. so I won’t go in to details). Ah… yes… happy sweet 16 (+10) to me! Let’s party 😉 |
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Now.. this header looks very familiar? Oh yes, coz I long long time ago post an entry with this title. It pretty much tells about me. Actually a lot about me (click here to read). I always love december coz it’s my month. It’s were all the celebration and massive parties to go. This year.. hemmm extremely busy… which is why I initially target to finish my backdates before december. Yes.. you obviously notice… I FAILED! At least I tried. Now… let me prepare you mentally and physically… and er… visually…
Now…Like I say.. it’s a month of celebrations… party… travelling and so on for me. So yeah.. more backdated than usual as I will not be blogging on these days. Yeap yeap… where exectly I will be doing? 06 Dec – Early Birthday Dinner with friends Look at it on the bright side… I still have 18 days to blog.. before 2007 hits me! I still strive to finish up my backdates before 2007. I know that look you are giving me when reading this. Trust me… I am trying. Montaging takes time… and sorry… I am not settling down with some montage I am not happy with. Till then… I hope everyone enjoy DECEMBER. 🙂 |
One of those random days where I am too lazy to do any photo montages.
And all I want to do is just write, do some typography and play with some colours.
I am different which makes me weird.
At least that is what I would like to believe. Believe that I am by default born different, live in my very own little world and practice mand-ism. And living in this small world by myself makes it even harder to share the same thoughts, and even the air that we are breathing together. And this of course resulted to me being seen as weird.
Many people I know used to describe me as WEIRD. And every attempt to justify just put myself into a worst position. And at times, it got me thinking if being different is a crime?
I am not pretty which makes me cute.
Come to think of it, it never came across my mind that I was the pretty kind. Not that I am humble.. just I think I am the cute kind. Haha… okay… maybe I forgot to put the word “pretend to be” in front of the word cute.
I know, I know… I am too old to still pretend to be cute. But I just can’t help it! And I don’t see anything wrong with pretending to be cute. It’s just me and I am not forcing you to, so don’t judge!
I am talkative which makes me a crapper.
Yes, I can be if I want to. If you don’t feel it, then that means we are not close enough.
In general, I talk a lot to my close friends to some point I will annoy the hell out of them.
I speak up which makes me bold.
This is not something I always do, because I believe in second chances. So if you hear me speak up, you are either unlucky or just annoying.
I would advice you to never ever try provoking me to speak up when I have no intention of saying. I will either rock your believes or bring you on a tour to see the other side of the world.
I am cheeky which makes me notti.
Haha.. I was born in the year of the monkey, what do you expect!
It’s in the blood and born with it thingy. At least in my parents heart, I will be the cheeky and notti one.
I am not sensible which makes me not reasonable.
While I try hard to control my sensibility, by nature I am not. Many things I say and think are not justifiable by any sense or reasons. I will just do things I feel like doing.
I think too much which makes me over sensitive.
Thinking is something I do, but it does not always translate to a well thought through process or solutions and even words. Why you may ask? And the answer to that would be, the emotional side of me overpowered my rational side.
Small little things will actually provoke me to re-think or start thinking. Well, I think I over think stuffs at times, trying to think and look at things in a different perspective. But one common thing will appear along this thinking process, friends will pass a passing remark that you are overly sensitive when you try to analyze a matter and thought to them. And I used to feel annoyed with that. But I have came to a conclusion that, they do not feel it because they have not see what I have seen, or they have not think of what I have thought.
I believe in destiny but I forsee possibilities.
It has been a long battle in the belief between destiny and human will. I use to think that if I didn’t make an action, nothing will ever take place. But well, as years goes by, I sort of come to a conclusion that everything and anything has it’s time and place which was pre-destined. But any new step or actions you make will create a different possibilities.
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Isn’t it weird and ironic?
So yes, shall I continue to practice my design skills? Or should I just stop and be lazy. And now I know why I have a blog… coz I didn’t want them to hear me speak. 😉 |
MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!!
Everybody is busy celebrating and talking about it.
A lot of people took the Friday off as well to make it a long weekend break.
Like what I said last year, I think most people have lost and forgotten about the true meaning of the celebration.
That being said, it includes myself.
The only reason I may have a little knowledge about this special day was due to our history class.
We have to study hard to ensure we pass our history exams.
While many love to read historical stories, but when it comes to understanding the celebration, that is something else.
I won’t be surprise that many people many not even remember how long have we got our independence.
Of all people, I think I am not specifically patriotic but at least I know my history.
Being a typical Malaysian, I always complain about the jam.
But there are many things I love about my country.
For a start, I love that we get many different type of food.
From Chinese food to Indian food to Malay food and many other foreign cuisine like Japanese food, Korean food and etc.
It’s like I’m able to eat Yee Sang during Chinese New Year, have nasi lemak with Nescafe Ais for breakfast and Roti Canai with Teh Tarik on weekends.
I also love how we have different race and culture living happily and harmoniously in an area.
We celebrate Hari Raya, Chinese New Year, Deepavali and so much more.
The country with diverse culture and language also make us so rich in experience.
I’ll be looking forward to the fireworks and count down to MERDEKA tonight and for I would really thank anyone and everyone in past that helped us strive for independence on this this day back then.
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Okay… something serious happened just today afternoon so I decided to hold my backdated post and update about the recent today afternoon strike. I was shocked when I can hear shouts and screams from the street even with my loud music. Right.. my colleagues are complaining they can hear what I play even with headphones on now. When I look down.. it was OH MY GOD scene. There were so many people protesting.. holding banners. I don’t exectly know what they are saying as my office is located quite high from the ground. There were so many people on the street on strike. Yes the amount is much more compare to the first two rounds of strikes. (read here: Everything just goes higher and higher. and Shall V talk?) This time around they were heading for somewhere further. As seen on the top picture the amount of people were too much to handle as the front people were already passing by KLCC while there were still many behind. Reason for the strike… I guess it has something to do with the recent news on the Isreal War.. coz there were many banners stating STOP WAR. No idea what is happening around but I just think scenes like this were scary and no shit.. the entire traffic was like delayed for 30 – 45 minutes while at least 5 thousand angry people walk around. HELP!! I am scared~ Note: Post above is to note down what has been seen and recorded real time and have no meaning or intention to provoke anger or hatred of any parties. |
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It’s one of those days when people would just have to get to my nerves. I wonder why? I have been getting grumpy lately and well.. they still have to get on my nerves. Some PeeJay Guy: wangsa maju very far.. The battle between going to PJ or coming down to KL is always the talk here. It’s always the saying it’s so far, it’s so far blah blah blah… the jam… the whatever nonsense they can come out with and try to throw at us. It’s always the same thing they tell me.. you stay very far blah blah blah.. right… if it’s far for you to come.. remember it’s far for me to go there as well. Just stop all the dramas for a moment there mate. What’s even worst it’s like they make it as if I force them to come over or what not when the topic just pops out of no where. If you really think it’s that far to go anywhere or so afraid of the jam, then just stay home and never ever leave home. |
(right… like I am begging you to come)|
It’s time of the month where I kept talking and crapping like no body’s business. I could if I want to and I want to. There were days in life where you wake up on the wrong side of the bed. Well considering that phrase is true. I just wonder why as every side of the bed seems same to me. You wake up having this strong feeling it’s not a good day and everything goes wrong from there onwards. Just when you thought everything is going to be okay, it’s actually not. To top matters, there are some stanger guy who talks to you out of no where addressing me as sweetheart. Right… Mr. stranger say “hello sweetheart” and whistles. At times I just think it is unethical to disturb girls like that. I dunno maybe it’s just me.. but well, if my memory serves me right no one other than my first boyfriend does call me “sweetheart”. Ah… right, so don’t call me sweetheart as you are merely a stranger to me and well please just adress me as “miss” or whatever shit not! But well… people who knows me well enough knows I am not sweet. As a matter of fact I can be so bitter I can make you feel like slapping me millions of times. At times I just don’t understand how some guys could just disturb or well I dunno what you call that. To me, you either just look and walk or come up to me and talk to me or just don’t even look and me and walk. Don’t call me as if you were that close to me or mumbles to yourself and worst of all… don’t even try to whistle. I think it’s rude. Right… many comes up to me and say, you are pretty that is why they would disturb or even bother to talk to you. Or else they would not even whistle, look or whatsoever you. Make a point clear, there are many other ways to do things than just whistle. I just think that’s not a good way! And yeah… sweetheart is a little strong for me to accept from a stranger… so yeah BIG NO NO! Yeah, I would have chopped him in to small pieces with my samurai sword if not for cars behind who honk this fellow stranger for driving like a tortoise trying to tease someone else. Yes, so fellow mates out there… please ensure you know how to address people before you even start learning your pick up lines.
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At times I wonder, is it harder to trust someone, or it is harder to not trust anybody in your life? People who opt for a more simpler life would say “There are people out there you should trust, there are some people out there you shouldn’t trust”. People who thinks they are helping you would say, “Never trust anyone to the fullest”. At times I felt angry. At times I wonder if my english is really that bad or at times… is it just the best way to dodge such question and just entertain me with some ridiculous answer. But then again, most of the time they think I am just asking silly questions and make a big joke out of it. I am actually amazed how human can really lie so well, as if we were born with it. I am not a saint, so yes I lie everyday in my life. People lie so much that they even have classification for lies. Some lies are classified as “secrets”. Yes, a deadly yet powerful word that wraps and cover many things beneath it. Some lies are classified as “a kind lie”. A favourite and commonly used classification. It’s always a kind lie, they never admits it’s cruel and ugly out there. It always start with “I lie because I didn’t want you to think otherwise, I don’t mean to upset you.” Some are just daily lies. It’s like how an apple a day works for a human. People normally will say, “I’m coming / On the way” (when they were actually just leaving their room) and when they arrive late, “traffic jam just now”. While some were just eternal lies. Like “till death do us part” or “i will love you forever” Right… it just seems so hard to trust someone. Yet there is a prt of our soft heart is trusting everyone else because of one powerful word. So powerful that I believe if someone can master it, they can actually control the whole world. Haha… it makes me laugh each time I think about it. But is true. Everyone “HOPES”. That’s why god is so busy. That is why there are so many stars. To cater the need for people to hang all their hopes on a star. And I finally know why there are so many meteor. I guess, the stars have overload of hopes. Everyone hates people that lie (which includes me) but we all lie. Ah… how ironic~
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Yeay.. after a long wait…. I finally manage to revamp velvese. Hahaha… which I am sorta glad and well.. there is something I am not happy about. I lost most of the valuable comments… but then again…. I believe I am gonna gain it back in the near future. The best things… I get to have a serch within my own site 🙂 Yeay! And well…. surely do have RSS. Okay.. well… that’s what Loh’s say. Well… Would really have to thank LOH for helping me with the coding and stuff. It won’t be made possible without his help. THANKS! So yeah… enjoy 😉 |